Sweet Smell of a Great Sorrow

A dew drop washed away my tears
I smiled and embraced the warmth of that moment
Holding those moments tight,I took a breath
The fall colors and the soft snow kissed my fate
My faith was keeping its fingers crossed
Felt Fall is gonna drop off all the sorrows
My eyes wished to wake up for a new spring;

I didn't want to wake up;
I knew its a dream but soon to be a nightmare;
snow is gonna freeze me;It did
I stood still..I see all the other flowers blooming
But none in my garden;
I pressed open a bud to see a blossom
Petals falling down,I picked one of them
I see the dew drop on it..
The sky was sunny,wondered where it came from
felt the reflections on it..
saw my eyes ready to kiss farewell to those sweet moments
I did breathe hard.Ready to harden my tender soul
to face yet an other ordeal with a great smile...:)

Attention Blog Visitors

These days I find that many are very enthusiastic to comment on my posts and they just twist and turn my words..Like an old friend of mine told me once' People want to believe what they want to'..So continue with your assumptions and conclusions..The freedom of expression shouldnt be questioned...So happy commenting...:)

Notes of Sarcasm -2

Today was a tough day.I didnt have much to do,but My heart feels so heavy.I should be exited about my tomorrow's New York trip.But don't know why I am not!!I tried to sleep early,But some weird dreams kept crawling in.I thought I should write it somewhere.This might sound a bit out of place or for the lack of words 'awkward',But I guess I should take the freedom of expression..Expressions of a hurt heart.I wish I could pen down some lovely dreams,not nightmares,May be the choice of my songs are wrong.I should stop listening to my favorite numbers which always moisten my eyes..Let me just try to pen down my dream ,may be with a lame excuse that I might forget it soon..But then it wasn't a dream..this was a conversation between my best friend and myself..may be I was sleep talking..But then the story was amusing.I would like to cut it short..I don,t want to write it as a story ..Its not a story..but a reality??
There was a little girl next door..
I used to see her peeping out of the window
I wondered who she was waiting for??
there were no moon days and full moon days
her expressions varied day by day...
I see her blush when it is a full moon day..
Now I know a secret about her.
She is in love with the moon..
it was a fantasy,it was an infatuation;
I could read her mind somehow
Suddenly she disappeared;
She was running away from him
never did she know that she cant hide from him..
Moon is everywhere;wherever you go
I could hear her cries;
Never could locate her..
But one day I heard and saw her;
She looked up for him;
But there came a meteorite,She was hesitant to go
But I saw her flying away from her worries.
It was a no moon day.
The moon came next day..He looked around;
he was surprised not to find her
But he ever asked;I know he wanted to enquire
But he is so high up in the sky
I wish I could reach and tell him about her
But he never waited for her.Nor did I tried to reach him
I dreamt about her;
She said to me..
Never fall in love with the moon!!!!

Take away My Pain(Courtsey :DT)..My Fav Song

Don't say its the end of the road
I see a small girl standing there
I could see her calling me;
Her polka dotted dress looks familiar
Did I have one when I was a kid?

I was scared to approach her;
But I wanted to tell her something
doubt if she can understand;
My sorrows and pain are her toys
for my unforgiven consciousness
I stood still...

I could feel her touching me
Shivering in the cold of the touch
I listened;
She whispered a song..
I sang along...

Can you leave me behind?
seeing you in the mirror
spending days in darkness
come out to feel the warmth.
Hold my hands under the sun
Let us sing for the moon to come
I doubt its full moon today
Dream will come true someday

Go away you little Girl..
am Drowning...in guilt..in pain..
pull me to the past ;
take awaymy pain;
Let it go...I want to feel the rain..

I love India :)

10 things I miss about India
1.Food...The tasty,spicy and yummy cheap food u get there
2.Public transport especially autorickshaws
3.free incoming calls and sms
4.My size clothes [:P]
5.TV and all my favourite programs
6.Daily morning newspaper.
7.Hartals and bandhs
8.All festival Holidays
9.License to go anywhere without the i 20 and passport
10.The most important...Not being a desi....[:)]

10 Things I like about College station/bryan
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Sorry will post later..My brain just crashed I guess..will reboot and update later..
Cheers!!!!